> [in reference to a nepotism based, take-the-money-and-run, hatchet-job web site.]
> Oh sweet Lord it just keeps getting more hideous.

yeah. it is such a weird feeling. like, you know it will be bad, so you aren't expecting to be surprised. but then each of the new things that is bad just gets put on the pile, and you actually DO feel each straw as it goes on, and the single tear wells in the corner of your eye. you can't really begin to explain to the other people how insane it all is, they don't seem to really understand or see or feel or grasp the weight of it all, as if their brain literally physically lacks that particular lobe or something. and you realize there's actually no end in sight, it will never actually get any better, and it will only continue to be bad if not worse. where is there to go? to run? to hide? to recover? to escape? nowhere. that's where.